Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Paper Planes



The artist who created this song is Mathangi Arulpragasm aka M.I.A , she was born in Hounslow, London, England, but went back to her family's homeland of Tamil Sri-Lanka at 6 months old. The name M.I.A "Missing In Action" comes from her own experience of having her father be a political activist of the Tamil Militancy. M.I.A's songs come from the events in her life: father hiding, and the family having to move from place to place because the the Sri Lankan Civil War. When M.I.A's finally came back to London, her family were housed as refugees, struggling just to get by.

I fly like paper, get high like planes
If you catch me at the border I got visas in my name
If you come around here, I make them all day
I get one down in a second if you wait


I can't seem get this song out of my head because of its message. M.I.A. is trying to shed a light on the issues of our world; immigrants trying to reach a dream of freedom and prosperity, but are mistreated by the government. In the video it shows the different forms of hustling, people only caring about one thing "money." Yet money is the key to survival without it your left vulnerable, and not considered a valuable citizen.


Sometimes I feel sitting on trains
Every stop I get to I'm clocking that game
Everyone's a winner now we're making our fame
Bona fide hustler, making my name



What blew my mind was children's voices singing the chorus, blended with the sound of guns firing and cash registers opening. This shows are present and possible future, kids growing up, glamorizing crime, thinking by killing and robbing will give them as sense of accomplishment and self-esteem. I believe the paper air planes in the video symbolize the hopes and dreams of people wanting something more than life, but don't think they are going rise above their current situation because of their cultural or racial backgrounds.





For more Lyrics and info on M.I.A. check out:

www.metrolyrics.com/mia-biography.html

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

The Peanuts Gang



This is my tribute to Charles M. Schultz who created the Peanuts comic Strip, featuring Charlie Brown. The comic strip had been featured in Sunday Newspaper's from October 2, 1950 to Feb. 13, 2000 the year that Schultz died. As a kid I couldn't wait to get the Sunday's Chicago Tribune so I could read the comics page, and cut them out so I could save them.



Charlie Brown was the outcast, the kid that did not fit in no matter how hard he tried. He reflected how society judges other based on class,cultural background, and race; anything that doesn't fit inside the box labeled "normal" is ostracized. His best friend Linus holds the spirit of optimism despite the harshness in the world, his honesty and innocence is what people used to possess as children, before society told us who we had to be. Lucy in my opinion was a feminist (though I don't know if Schultz saw her this way) she wanted her voice to be heard, and be a leader in every situation.




Charlie Brown and many of the characters were based on aspects of Schultz's life. The tomboy Peppermint Patty came from his Cousin Patricia Swanson. Heather aka "The little red haired girl," was inspired from his first love Donna Johnson, who he dated for three years. When he tried to propose to her, Johnson turned him down, and ended up marrying a fireman named Allan Wold. Heather is mentioned in many of the comic strips as well as the animated cartoons; Charlie Brown is always loving her from afar. Schultz's political views which were embedded in some of the character's dialogue, come from his experience being in the army.This is why snoopy dressed up as a WWII pilot during its "Its the Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown" T.V special.








There are comic strips created by artists, paying homage to Schultz who created characters that all people can relate to. His work has touch many lives and still are loved by younger generations. Its amazing how art can stand the test of time, and its message still valued after so many years.




for more info on Charles M. Scultz check out:

pbs.org/wnet/americanmasters/database/schulz_c.html

Junk Artists

Have you ever thrown away an empty can of pop, wrapper, or paper bag thinking its just trash? Well there are artists who can take our garbage and turn them into master pieces. I think junk art is fascinating, considering my own mother uses empty champagne bottles she finds at family celebrations and thrown out furniture.My mom paints, sands, and glues until she has a work of art that reflects her own personality. For today's blog I'm going to share with you viewers two junk artists who's work has stood out to me.


Leo Sewell grew up in Annapolis, Maryland; as a kid he lived near a Navy Dump, were he collected objects that intrigued him, and sparked new ideas into his young mind. Now as an adult, he lives in Philadelphia, where he believes its trash is his inspiration, creating pieces such as: Eagle, Bison, Teddy bear and many more. It takes real skill to try to mold objects into different shapes.











Sarah Lucas was born in Holloway England; she expresses her quirky humor in her art. The themes of her work is usually gender,death, and sexuality; she usually makes furniture and found objects resemble human body parts. Cigarettes is the main object that she uses in her pieces; but also collaborates her photography skills with her objects.










Junk artist are examples of how there is no strict rules in art; the sky's the limit. These artist have showed you, uses objects that people discard and give them life.


For more info about these artists check out:

Leo Sewell
www.leosewell.net/about.php



Sarah Lucas
http://metroartwork.com/popup_all-artists_info.php?manufacturers_id=124

Monday, December 14, 2009

Unwritten

The song "Unwritten" sung by Natasha Bedingfield, is so inspirational, and gets to be emotionally. I have dreams of becoming a published author, and right now I'm trying to finish a novel I've been writing. Sometimes I feel scared, unsure of myself and the future; but this song gives me hope.





I loved the concept of people from different backgrounds and cultures shown on an elevator in the video. The elevator is like a gathering place, where individuals have no choice but to be squished together for about 15 seconds. But in those seconds there is a connection, we are all going on our own journeys of self discovery, each floor represents new paths of possibilities.

The part of the song that stands out to me is:

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten



For me Natasha is giving the message to her listeners that its never to late to live your dreams or do something that gives you meaning in life. By only focusing on Today, experiencing everything to the fullest in these 24 hours, can give us inner peace. Only we can write our own destinies.

Haiku

wings give stories flight
eyes possess a secret dawn
beak holds sacred truths



This is my own haiku poem that I have created. A haiku poem is simple, yet beautiful, coming from the Japanese culture. Haiku's usually have three lines, the first line having 5 syllables, second 7, and the third 5. Most Haiku's have images from nature, but can really be about anything that holds meaning for the writer. For me, haiku's are like riddles and pieces of wisdom, that can be discovered, by reading carefully between the lines.


Here are examples of Haiku's from the past and our modern time, I would like to share with you viewers. The first two are from Masaoko Shiki who was a poet born in 1867 in Japan. He suffered with tuberculosis throughout his life; I believe his illness caused him to stop and experience the beauty we ignore in our surroundings, from being so "Busy," and thinking we don't have enough time. Shiki wrote haiku's including those written in several journals that were eventually published after his death in 1902. What made him famous was the fact that he was considered a "radical," while other writers were writing free verse poems, Shiki decided to stick to the rules of Haiku: three lines, to create his art, that is now widely used today.



For love and hate
I swat a fly and offer
it to an ant

A mountain Village
under the piled up snow
the sound of water



The second poet whose work I would like to present is Gerald Vizenor. Vizenor is a poet,fiction, and shot story writer born in 1934on the, coming from from a Chippewa/Swedish background. He used his experience of being bi-racial, the struggles of his youth, and his search of identity in his writing. He came across the Haiku by joining the army and serving three years in Japan, creating haikus to express what he had seen. This evolved into Vizenor publishing books of haiku poetry such as: Empty Swings and Slight Abrasions.



Sudden rain
Scarecrows share an umbrella
bingo night


November Storm
hearts painted on bridge
crossed out


What is so amazing about Vizenor is that he creates his own pattern for his Haiku's. The first poem has the pattern:3/7/3 syllables while the other has:2/5/2.

I write Haiku's to challenge myself by trying to create a message with only a few lines and images. It's not as easy as it seems, you have to make a beat, a flowing rhythm like a song. I dare anyone to write a haiku, it will open your mind to new ideas about the world around you.




For more info about Masaoko Shiki check out:


http://haiku.ccehime-u.ac.jp/~shiki/sm/smhtml">a> and www.quotesofpoems.com

Gerald Vizenor:

www.people.mnhs.org/authors/biog_detail.cfm?PersonID=Vize363 ">

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Untitled Poem





This is another open of mine that I can't seem to find a title for. I created it from finding words in magazines that stood out to me; I had cut them out and placed them together to create a story. Maybe you viewers can help me come up with a title.



Clutching her purse in the evening
Underneath the stars of New York City

Torn T-shirt, smeared blood
In the corner against a brick wall

HE, underneath her jeans
terror, barely breathing

The minutes go slow like a blues song, a blanket
of smoke
Intimidating, bending itself towards you

she, screaming underneath his shirt

Banging, struck a bottle, pressed flowers,
shards of broken glass sprayed across the concrete
ground

purple smoke rings exhale the truth.



Somewhere Over The Rainbow

"Somewhere Over the Rainbow" is one of my favorite songs that always makes me cry because of its beautiful, sorrow filled lyrics. The song was written for the movie "The Wizard of Oz" in 1939 by E.Y. Harburg and music arrangement by Harold Arlen.

The first video I would like to show you viewers is " Somewhere Over the Rainbow" sung by Judy Garland when she was only 16. She played Dorothy Gale who felt trapped in her country life, and wanted to explore the world outside her farm. I believe Judy's own dysfunctional life at this age: Strict Mother,struggling with the death of her father, and MGM Studios trying to mold her into their own image of beauty, lead to her putting her emotions and whole soul into the song.




Israel "Iz" Kamakawiwo'ole was a Hawaiian musician and singer who sung his own version of "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" on his CD Facing the Future, which was featured in movies such as Finding Forester and Meet Joe Black. He was an inspirational influence in Hawaii for other young artists, his haunting voice reflecting the pains and triumphs we face as human beings. Israel died in 1997 at the age of 38, from respiratory problems due to his weight.



The song is universal, everyone at one time as dreamed of something special for their futures and feel like they are not able to achieve them due to: poverty, fear, non-support from family and friends, or society degrading you. Its amazing that different generations and cultures have their own interpretation of "Somewhere Over the Rainbow, but still carries the message of hope.



For more information about Israel Kamakawiwo'ole check out:worldmusic.about.com/od/bandsartistsaz/p/IsraelKama.htm \

Judy Garland:www.pbs.org/wnet/americanmasters/database/garland_j.html

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

American Gothic



American Gothic is such an eerie painting; the woman looks stern almost resentful of the man beside her, who stares at us, with his wrinkle pale skin. The painting was created by artist Grant Woods whose inspiration for this piece was the house that he saw in Eldon, Iowa, a Carpenter/Gothic Revival Style. He actually used the image of his sister Nan and dentist for the farm couple.The tiny flowers in the woman's dress symbolizes for me the lost of hopes and dreams for women once being married in the early 20th century. In Woods view the flowers represent the domesticity women were forced upon women. The pitchfork is the symbol of labor, men toiling the land that is the link between life and death, since a farmer family's future depends solely on the crops. During the time he presented in to the public 1930 at the Art Institute of Chicago, I bet he didn't believe it would cause such a dramatic spark for other artist and medias.



For instance at the beginning of the Rocky Horror Picture Show, the farm couple looked solemn and out of place at a happy wedding celebration; foreshadowing disaster for the main characters Brad & Janet. There was also a T.V. movie that eventually became a series called "American Gothic," though it was about the devil dwelling in a small town.


Its amazing to see that this piece has stood the test of time. Though it shows the simple farming it, the painting speaks volumes about the American society of the past and possible future. Some people have even used Wood's painting to express their opinions or use it for comedy.I wonder it I ever get a book public, would younger generations still be able to connect with my work on a personal level? What makes one a work of art thrive from generation to generation and others fade from the mind?






For more info about Grant Woods Check this website out:

www.artic.edu/artaccess/AA_Modern/pages/MOD_5.shtml

Comic Strip images by Michael Keafe.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

The Red Wheel Barrow



so much depends
upon
a red wheel
barrow

glazed with rain
water

beside the white
chickens.



I first read the poem "The Red Wheel Barrel," by William Carlos in my Intro to Poetry class. It's simple, yet beautiful. I always seem to come back to this poem, because it has stood the test of time in its popularity and has blogged many writers, including myself.

A wheel barrow is just an ordinary object on a farm, but is a symbol of the struggle and hard work that goes into toiling the land. Rain gives life to all living things, and as for the white chickens, I have no idea why they are emphasised. But maybe this was just a moment in time, when Williams questioned his life, and why life depends on simple tasks and objects: mirrors, money, coffee, cellphones. We allow these objects to run our lives; what would happen to us if they did not exist?

I know I'm going off the deep end here, but Williams' poem makes me question the world around me. His poem might be considered awesome, dumb, or pointless, to some people but if makes you look within yourself and think outside the box we build for ourselves.


For info and poems of Williams Carlos Williams check this out:

www.poets.org/wcwil/

Friday, November 27, 2009

Moko: Essence of a Culture




The woman's hazel eyes pierces you with their look of pride and defiance. Crowning her lips and chin with all its glory is a moko tattoo. These tattoo designs have been created by the Maori, people of Polynesian descant who live in New Zealand. The moko tattoo tradition have been preformed for thousands of years by the Maori; the designs express not only the owners personality, but their tribe, and ancestors. For men, their mokos cover their arms, backs, or face with fish scales, whales, spirals, and other symbols and words of the Polynesian culture. For women is either their arms, legs or chin. The Moko is a window, a key to a person's spirit and mana (meaning strength, power).



Before the Europeans took over the island, the Maori used ink made of different plants, making chisels of fish or whale bones to cut the skin, literally craving the image into their flesh. Today regular tattoo needles are used. Only warriors, Chiefs, and high ranking Maori men were able to have them. For women mokos was like a rite of passage, usually done when they reached womanhood. Men stopped tattooing themselves in the 19th century, trading their tribal traditions for European clothing and customs. But the women stood their ground, protesting the invasion by keeping up the moko tradition, thus saving their entire culture and language from disappearing. In the late 20th and now 21st century men have picked up the old ways, by wearing their mokos, showing their connection with the past and the struggles they face in their communities: racism, domestic violence, alcoholism.

Mokos represent the spirit of the Maori, a sign of hope and fight against oppression, keeping the traditions alive for younger generations.






For more information about the Maori culture check this website out: www.pbs.org/skinstories

Tiny Dancer




Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand

Jesus freaks out in the street
Handing tickets out for God
Turning back she just laughs
The boulevard is not that bad

Piano man he makes his stand
In the auditorium
Looking on she sings the songs
The words she knows, the tune she hums

But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can hear me
When I say softly, slowly

Hold me closer, tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
You had a busy day today

Hold me closer, tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
You had a busy day today

Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand

But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can hear me
When I say softly, slowly

Hold me closer, tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
You had a busy day today

Hold me closer, tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
You had a busy day today


I have always loved the song "Tiny Dancer," sung by Elton John. The song has vivid imaginary, with words that flow like the waves of an ocean. When I was a kid I would imagine myself dancing in the sand like the girl in the lyrics, creating pictures with my feet in the rough sand. My favorite stanza is: Jesus freaks out in the street/ Handing tickets out for God/Turning back she just laughs/The boulevard is not that bad. I think that the girl smiles because she has found her own heaven, a Paradise through music. But I have have always wondered what is the message behind the song? Who is the tiny dancer?

After surfing the web, I found the answer on lyricinterpretations.com. The lyrics are about Maxine Feibelmen, who was a seamstress on Elton Johns tour, creating his elborate costumes. She was the wife of Bernie Taupin who was Elton's friend,a lyricist who helped write and collaborate on songs such as: Rocketman, Candle In the Wind, and Your Song. Tiny Dancer was written to express the love Taupin had for Maxine, who was not only his lover, but muse as well.





Saturday, November 21, 2009

Words of Love

I came up with my poem "Words of Love," after reading Zora Neale Hurston's book Their Eyes Were Watching God, a story about a biracial woman named Janie Crawford who goes on a journey to discovery her own identity in the 1930's. My poem is about her relationship with a man named Tea Cake, who inspires her sexually, spiritually; creating feelings of love she never expressed in her two former husbands.


All the next day in the house and store she thought resisting Tea Cake. She even ridiculed him in her mind and she was a little ashamed of the association. But every hour or two the battle had to be fought all over again. She couldn't make him look just like any other man to her, He looked like the thoughts of love for women. He could be a bee to a blossom, a pear tree blossom in the spring. He seemed to be crushing scent out of the world with his footsteps. Crushing aromatic herbs every step he took. Spices hung about him. He was a glance from God. (pg. 106)


Here's my poem:


I want us to peel off our mammal skin and be birds in the sky.

You're the milky way, the constellations that burst with sliver fire.

Me, I'm just relaxing in your orbit.


Words of Love don't come easy for me.

My throat closes up, and I drift away.

You're the anchor that keeps me grounded, soothing

the rough waves of my mind.


Words of Love don't come easy for me.

But when I'm with you, butterflies escape from

my mouth, bringing kisses to you.




Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Dark Sphinx


The painting above is called "Dark Sphinx," which was created by the talented artist Michael Parkes. He is one of my favorite artists; his work is of unearthly beauty, the images seem to jump of the canvas. Many of his pieces reflect the magical realism and fantasy genres. Parkes breaths life into his artwork, molding stories for each creature with a stroke of his brush.




Parkes not only paints but makes sculptures and Stone Lithograph pieces, which are drawings sketched on a metal plates or smooth limestone. He inspires me in my writing; I have created poems and short stories based on some of his images: Swans, Gargoyle, and the Sphinx. I wonder if his dreams play a role in his work? Parkes had created a whole world, with its own rulers, animals, and a race of fantastical people.




Michael Parkes has his own unique style that no artist can duplicate. I can spot a Parkes painting from miles away by abstract shapes of his people: curvy like the waves of the ocean, birdlike shoulders, or round as a peach. The humans he draws don't represent our society's idea of beauty: Thin, blond hair, White. Some are are fat, skin a bluish or brown coloring, and others have voluptuous bodies. People come in all shapes, sizes, and facial structures, Parkes empathises them with his mixture of surreal colors, making his creatures beautiful.







To see more of Michael Parkes work check out: www.worldofmichaelparkes.com

and www.michaelparkesgallery.com

Monday, November 9, 2009

Ceremony

Last weekend I went to a Pow Wow, which is a Native American Celebration of unity, friendship, and family. It's was a beautiful and magical experience, with delicious food, music, and dancing. I loved the atmosphere; it was warm and welcoming. Everyone was asked to join in the celebration. The whole audience seemed to become a part of this large family. The drums had sent an electric shock through me, which is why during the "Blanket Dance", I decided to dance to the song of Little Thunder one of the drum groups. It felt freeing dancing along side the surreal dancers. I was scary at first, yet exhilarating to step out of my comfort zone.I have some Indian blood in me (MĆ©tis)so I felt deeply moved by this ceremony that's apart of my own heritage.

The dances are breathtaking and have been performed for centuries by tribes such as the Navajo, Fox, Sioux, Cree, and so many others. The drum groups are powerful, with each beat they are communicating with their ancestors.The singers voices will pierce through your own soul. The dancers themselves represent their own nations, wearing awesome colorful regalia that expresses their own personalities.

The first image below is the women's Fancy Shawl Dance. In the past women had used robes made of animal fur or blankets. It was a new style of dance, first started by Native American women in the 1900's, who made their own shawls and wanted to show them off to the world. The shawls are covered with bright flowers and sometimes even beads. As they dance the shawls look like wings; the women's moccasin covered feet seem to not touch the ground. The moves and steps are graceful; the women twirl and prance on their toes reminding me of ballerinas. Fancy Shawl dances are taught at a young age, and I bet they really feel like their paying homage to their grandmothers.

The men's Fancy Dance is spectacular; it's a true test of strength and endurance. The men's headdresses are covered in eagle feathers, and float as they dance. At the pow wow I had attended the men were powerful and some were in the "zone". One guy, maybe about eighteen years old was dressed all in red, his foot work could have burned a hole in the floor. He cried out as he stomped his feet; while twirling he looked like one huge flame. In a fancy dance, the drum groups might play tricks on the dancers, like stopping in mid-beat to see if they can keep up with the song's rhythm.

I wish everyone in America could attend at least one Pow Wow, to see and understand that Native Americans don’t just exist in history books, but are still among us, keeping their traditions intact for future generations.






For more info about Native American Dance and Culture check out these sites:

www.gatheringofnations.com and www.aaanativearts.com

*Also these are not the videos from the pow wow I went to, I got them from youtube to show as examples of the dance styles.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Azul




(English Translation)

I'm afraid that the time
Come and eat me.
I'm afraid that the wind
Steal my voice.
I fear that they, I look sad,
That's why I do not want to leave.

I'm afraid that the toilet,
He opened the door, They see me naked
Turn around, And if I keep eating,
I turn up the weight,
That's why I do not want to leave;
That's why I do.

Mommy wait for me, away from me,
Let me fall, let me out.
Mommy wait for me, away from me,
Let me fall, let me out.

I'm scared at night
Somebody steals,that burns the house
O has ghost
Write more letters.
Lose words.
That's why I do not want to leave.

I fear a Day, Losing my fingers,
Not having more friends,
Them laugh with me, Slipping on ice,
Fall into the river
And that's why I do not want to leave.
That's why I do not want to leave.
That's why I do not want to leave
That's why I do not want to leave.
That's why I do not want to leave.

Mommy wait for me, away from me,
Let me fall, let me out.
Mommy wait for me, away from me,
Let me fall, let me out.

I'm afraid of you and your voice.
I'm scared of you and love you.
Afraid that my field, We stop growing flowers.

Blue, blue, blue, blue.


Azul which means Blue in Spanish, was written and sung by Latina artist Natalia Lafourcade. "Azul" is a haunting song, with so many meanings that be interpreted. I believe that the song has to do with a traumatic event in Natalia's life, maybe physical or sexually abuse. "Mommy wait for me, away from me, Let me fall, let me out," these lines express the image in the video of Natalia in a cardboard box. Children usually hide when they have done something wrong, or are scared of something or someone. "I'm afraid of you and your voice. I'm scared of you and love you." Kids that have been abused by a parent, family member or family friend, love and hate them at the same time, because they depend on them emotional, as well as for food and shelter.

The music video shows images of innocence: hopscotch, paper fish, blue walls, the vivid color of the sky. Then the video seems to shift and the song slows down, to Natalia sitting at the piano by herself, singing the song. I believe it represents her adult self reflecting her own childhood.

Art allows room for questions, confusion, and debate of the work's true meaning. Though I believe this is what the video and song is about, I'm neither wrong or right. This is the excitement and complexity of an art piece: it its open for many to make their own interpretations, opinions and thoughts about the art work. Leading to the viewers questioning the world around them, which is the goal most artists want to achieve. Nothing is what it seems. We have to read between the lines, trace the strokes from the paint brush and examine the angles and corners, to create our own meanings.

* I got the English translation from http://www.thelyrics-site.com

Saturday, October 24, 2009

The Youngest Doll





Early in the morning the maiden aunt had taken her rocking chair out onto the porch facing the cane fields, as she always did whenever she woke up with the urge to make a doll. As a young woman, she had often bathed in the river, but one day when the heavy rains had fed the dragon tail current, she had a soft feeling of melting snow in the marrow of her bones. With her head nestled among the black rock's reverberations she could hear the slamming of salty foam on the beach mingled with the sound of the waves, and she suddenly thought that her hair had poured out to sea at last. At that very moment, she felt a sharp bite in her calf. Screaming, she was pulled out of the water, and, writhing in pain, was taken home in a stretcher.

The doctor who examined her assured her it was nothing, that she had probably been bitten by an angry river prawn. But the days passed and the scab would not heal. A month later, the doctor concluded that the prawn had worked its way into the soft flesh of her calf and had nestled there to grow. He prescribed a mustard plaster so that the heat would force it out. The aunt spent a whole week with her leg covered with mustard from thigh to ankle, but when the treatment was over, they found that the ulcer had grown even larger and that it was covered with a slimy, stone like substance that couldn't be removed without endangering the whole leg. She then resigned herself to living with the prawn permanently curled up in her calf.


She had been very beautiful, but the prawn hidden under the long, gauzy folds of her skirt stripped her of all vanity. She locked herself up in her house, refusing to see any suitors. At first she devoted herself entirely to bringing up her sister's children, dragging her monstrous leg around the house quite numbly. In those days, the family was nearly ruined; they lived surrounded by a past that was breaking up around them with the same impassive musicality with which the crystal chandelier crumbled on the frayed embroidered linen cloth of the dining-room table. Her nieces adored her. She would comb their hair, bathe and feed them, and when she read them stories, they would sit around her and furtively lift the starched ruffle of her skirt so as to sniff the aroma of ripe sweet sop that oozed from her leg when it was at rest.

This is an excerpt from a short story by Puerto Rican Writer Rosario Ferre, called "The Youngest Doll". I read this story when I was a senior in high school and it inspired me to write folktales and magical realism stories: Making the ordinary surreal; magical. Rosario Ferre's books and short stories are full of depth, weaving metaphors and similes in her prose which reflects the struggles that all women face trying to have their voices heard. The doll symbolizes how men view women, as dolls, trophies they can show off in society. Ferre is a feminist, storyteller and poet who uses her words to to protest against the illusions and models of perfection we all try to live up to in our cultures. She heightens the senses with vivid images through her words; you can see, smell, and taste what the character experiences.

Ferre translates her own stories from Spanish to English because she doesn't want to loose the true meaning of her words, which usually happens when a foreign piece is translated into another language; pieces are missing. Though Ferre has written many books and stories, this one stands out, because it was part of her short story collection of the same name, that sparked controversy in Ponce, Puerto Rico where she raised. Women in Puerto Rico hated how she represented women's sexuality, and condemned her for basically speaking her mind on such a "taboo" subject. This lead to these pious women burning copies of her books their backyards. Little did they know that by burning her books, more people wanted to read them.

Anytime I have writer's block, I read "The Youngest Doll". It helps me to relax, yet makes me view my surroundings differently. My pen ripples, the walls of my room shimmers like glass, I look at the palms of my hands and no longer see lines, but road signs, mountains, valleys.


Check out other stories and books by Rosario Ferre: Sweet Diamond Dust (book),The Fox Fur Skin Coat (short Story),The Dust Garden (short Story), and Eccentric Neighborhoods (book).

Here is also a website where you can view the stories: http://www.thefreelibrary.com

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Writings on Bathroom Walls




I have been noticing lately that a public bathroom is not just a place to release your bowls, but can be a haven to express your thoughts and opinions. People write slangs, curses, rants, political statements, on the stall walls, creating pieces of poetry. This type of art form is seen as vandalisism, but its much deeper. I believe these individuals want to let their voices be heard; inspire and shock others, to allow them to view the world from a different perspective. I decided to write a poem, combining the messages I have read on a bathroom wall.


Blood stains cover the brown tiles, creating roses.
The toilet flushes away the echo of voices, as paper sticks
to the bottom of a shoe.

The head turns sideways, eyes absorb ancient etchings
carved in wood, bleeding ink:

I love myself, I hate myself
Life is politically incorrect
Be beautiful
TH and GB forever
'No Toque mi sueƱo'
Fuck you
All you need is love
Your full of shit

Fingers trace the words, ink tattoos them
on the skin.

The stall door opens, hands reach out for the
faucet, to wash clean the images.

But, the cries become embedded in the pores.


Not all poetry has to rhythm or follow a concrete patten, it can be a stream of unanswered questions, simple or vivid images, words that seem out of place, yet form a puzzle. Even though the sentences on bathroom walls are written by different authors, they are connected by a single idea of freeing their minds; and sharing a common space.


Thursday, October 15, 2009

Illusions In Art



What do you see when you look at this painting? Obviously there is a beautiful woman naked by a water fall. But look closely, do you see anyone else? The rock the woman leans upon is a face of another woman, and the naked woman is actually also the face of an old woman: Her knee is the old woman's chin, her arms and elbows is the nose, breast the eye, and the cascading water fall is the gray hair.

I love optical illusions in art, to be able to see what wants to remain hidden. You have to stare deeply at the lines, angles, curves and break the symmetry, to reveal the message of the piece. The painting above "Waterfall" was created by Octavio Ocampo, who is a genius, creating beautiful works of illusions to trick as well as to intrigue and inspire his audience. He is almost like a magician, he tries to fool the eyes but expand the mind.



Here's another optical illusion. Now concentrate, use your fingers to trace the image. At first it might seem like a profile of a young woman turning away, then you discover that there is a old woman smiling: The young woman's necklace is the smile, chin the nose, and her the old woman's eye. This is one of the famous illusion pieces that many artists try to recreate; but the original artist is W.E. Hill, who was a cartoonist. Hill published what he titled "My wife and Mother-in-law" in Puck Magazine in 1915. The illusion is full of his humor, and adds a web of mystery.

It take such awesome skill and talent to be able to paint illusions from the mind and unto a blank canvas. I think that all artist should try to make a illusion of their own, to challenge themselves. To understand the special techniques that mold such pieces and realize that if they can create an illusion, it opens the door for more awe aspiring work in the future.



For more illusions check out: http://www.visionsfineart.com/ocampo/aa_index.html

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Where the Buffaloes Roamed




Here's another poem of mine I will like to share with all of you. I wrote it when I felt angry with the world, especially mankind, who seems to only want to hurt one another. So here is my poem:



I walked where the buffaloes roamed, seeing white bones
laying in the yellow dust.

How can a small silver bullet cause an end of a race,
a species?

Before humans wore false faces, they had wings. We
were noble predators, swooping down on prey, to end
our hunger, let out a harsh cry and fly away.

Like the buffalo, we disappeared, turning into bones
and dust.

We traded our wings for total dominance of other
creatures.

Now we are the prey, being hunted by ourselves.





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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Poetry Slams





Poetry slams are a way to let writers express themselves by sharing their words and voices to other people. These Slams are not just coming on stage and reading off a sheet a paper; it's memorizing your poem, digesting, and belching it out through a rhythmic song. The poems are long, yet have deep meanings about: Racism, Culture, government, community, or any personal conflicts. By using your voice, hands, and emotions can allow your audience to "feel" the power and message behind the poem, that wouldn't be as affective if it was written on paper.



Even though I'm a storyteller and poet, I have never entered a poetry slam. You have to be vulnerable, put yourself out there emotional, creating a beat, which has a flow as if you were rapping or singing your words. Maybe one day I'll be able to slam, but for now I will watch others perform, and hopefully that will give me courage. The slammers I will like to show you: Sarah Kay and Oscar Brown Jr. were featured on the HBO series Def Poetry Jam. It ran for six years, created by music producer Russell Simmons (Def Jam Records), and hosted by hip hop artist/actor Mos Def. It showed cased up and coming poets as well as guest appearances from celebrities such as: Common, Lauryn Hill, and Jill Scott. Right now DeF Poetry Jam is Touring in L.A.



I think the poem "Hands", is simple, yet deep. Hands are a way we can express ourselves emotional, spiritually; or violently in our everyday lives. Other slam poems of Sarah Kay's are: "B", and "Jellyfish".

Another slam poet I will like to show you is the late Oscar Brown Jr,who was raised on the South side of Chicago, IL. He was a civil rights activist, poet, and singer/songwriter. Though he died in 2005 the messages embedded in his poetry is still shown among younger generations. Oscar's Poem I will like to share with you guys is "I Apologize," which is a dark yet, reflective piece of how it feels like to be a African American/Black in America.



I believe Slam Poetry allows writers to boost up their self-esteem, realizing their thoughts and opinions do matter, which connect with people all over the world.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Oceans of me

My mind is like an ocean, waves crash along the shore.
The tides never become still, they continue to rip the sands of
my conscious.
Sticky seaweed covers the rocks, my thoughts that stand in the way
of the waves that want to flow; be absorbed by the sand; a sponge that
hold the saltiness in, until it finally burst.

My feelings are lost beneath the rough currents of my mind.
I want to break free, to swim
down
past the school of fish, nipping at my toes, the sharks silver skin
that brushes against the pit of my stomach.
I wonder through the forest of pink twisted coral reefs.
Searching, forever searching for a hidden abyss


Only there I can find peace, stillness



No longer latching onto "What ifs and Could haves."
Just allowing my mind's salt to sooth my worries instead of



drying me out.



Sunday, September 27, 2009

The Maddess Behind Art












Painters, musicians and writers are always seen by the public as "eccentric, deep, and my favorite 60's term "heavy." The media seems to link art to insanity and trauma. Vincent Van Gogh cut off one of his ears and gave it to a prostitute, author Virgina Woolf (The Lighthouse) put stones in her dress pockets and drowned herself in a lake. Musician Fiona Apple took the pain that came from being raped at twelve years old and used it to create her album "Tidal." I can't post the video because I there's some error, but click the underlined senetence at the bottom or view my video bar to see one of Apple's songs: First video blog, last image.


This makes me think about my own sanity in relation to my own writing. I have OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder), my life revolves around dealing with intrusive thoughts and rituals. I wonder if I would be able to compose poems or stories if I didn't have this disorder. Artists see the world differently than most people; we create the bridge between reality and fantasy. Ordinary images, words, and soundings can seem surreal, through the eyes of an artist, which connects us to different aspects of the world and its creatures.





Unfortunately, by being an artist you sometimes isolate others, who are not in your circle. You are only concerned with your audience, but also creating you work to express thoughts, emotions, and fight inner demons.

(Image: Virginia Woolf and painting by Van Gogh: Wheatfield of crows)

Fiona Apple - Sleep To Dream (Live


















Websites to check out with info about mental illness: www.ocfoundation.org/ ]
and www.webmd.com/schizophrenia/

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

The Raven People



I was doing research on Creation Myths for my Native American Literature class, and found this interesting story about the Mewuk Indians and their connection with ravens. I want to share it with all of you:

Kah'-kah-loo: the Ravens
Me'-wuk: the People

HOW KAH'-KAH-LOO THE RAVENS BECAME PEOPLE:


WHEN water covered the world only the top of the highest mountain rose above it. The people had climbed up on this mountain, but could find no food and were starving. They wanted to go off and get something to eat. When the water went down all the ground was soft mud. After a while the people rolled rocks down to see if the mud were hard enough to hold them. When the rocks stayed on top, the people went down to search for food.
But the mud was not hard enough to hold them and they sank out of sight, leaving deep holes where they had gone down. Then Kah'-kah-loo the Ravens came and stood at the holes, one at each hole where a man had gone down. After a while, when the ground hardened, the Ravens turned into people. That is the reason the Mewuk are so dark.

The myth is short but beautiful. It's about death and rebirth; how we are all connected to nature. The story makes me think about my own creation story, and how I would write it. If people really look within themselves their is a birth/creation story that needs to be told.

My Creation Myth:


I swam in deep salty waters for nine months, searching for the light within the darkness of the womb's cave walls. My mother's cries stirred the waters, creating waves. I tried to remain afloat. "If you keep crying child, the baby will be born full of sorrow," my Grandmother's voice said. Her voice was a thin whisper in my ears. In the darkness I couldn't see my grandmother' face, her withering hands, freckled skin stretched tightly across her bones. The cancer soon took her voice away. My mother never ceased crying, I was nourished by her tears, I was drowning from her grief.

When a ray of light entered the womb, I fought it, my tiny body struggling to stay in the waters I was created from. I was eventually forced into the world of light, crying, purging the salty waters. "Its a girl, with a great set of lungs." said the man in white. After I was washed and dressed, I was placed in my mother's arms. "She's beautiful,' my mother whispered. "She looks like her father." She fell peacefully asleep, and I was taken away.


For some reason it feels incomplete to me. I can't seem to get the last part right.
















(Mewuk Myth edited by Hart Merriam, from the 1910 book The Dawn of the World.)


















Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Lyrics and Movie Videos




Everyone has their favorite song that they listen to constantly. When you finally see the music video, does it match your expectation or even connects to the lyrics? I have watch many music videos where the for example the song maybe about clouds, but the video shows pink elephants. Song writers work hard to create lyrics in the vocal range of the singers. Even though the singer might make the song a hit, the music video is also a part of the popularity. So my question is why do directors create videos that don't reflect the images in the lyrics? To Answer this I will use James Blunt's video to the song "you're beautiful." For some reason there's an error so I can't get the full screen up here, but if you click the underlined sentence, you can see the video I got from youtube.




James Blunt - You're Beautiful traducido al espaƱol

Here are the lyrics:

My life is brilliant My love is pure I saw an angel Of that I'm sure, She smiled at me on the subway, She was with another man But I won't lose any sleep on that Cause I got a plan.You're beautiful You're beautifulYou're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face in a crowded placeAnd I don't know what to do Cause I'll never be with you.Yes she caught my eye, As I walked on by She could see from my face That I was fucking high And I don't think that I'll see her again But we shared a moment That will last til the end.You're beautifulYou're beautiful You're beautiful it's true I saw your face in a crowded placeAnd I don't know what to do Cause I'll never be with you.Lalalalalala Lalalalalala Lalalalala La You're beautiful You're beautiful You're beautiful it's true There must be an angel with a smile on her face When she thought up that I should be with you. But it's to time face the truth, Cause I'll never be with you.....






When I saw the first scene of the video, I was thinking why would guy take off his clothes in below zero degree weather in the middle of the artic? I was confused because the camera remained focused on him throughout the entire song, as he placed his jacket and other items on the snow in a straight line. I thought maybe it would connect to the lyrics if the video was Blunt could see his ex girlfriends face in a crowded room in at a bar or busy street. Then when I finally got to the last scene, James Blunt jumps into the icey ocean, obviously committing sucicde. Hence the line "But its time to face the truth, Cause I'll never be with you."

Now I know why the director chose the setting. He/she wanted the viewers to understand Blunt's agony and lonliness, by placing him in the middle of nowhere. Then there's that shocking last scene, where Blunt jumps into the ocean, it stirs up different reactions. Some people might think "What the Hell' others will think to themselves "Ok, I get it, he killed himself because he can never have her." The song is like a suicide note. Brillant.

This interpretation of Blunt's lyrics made me think about if my own stories and poems were made into a short music video. If the director rearranges my poem/stories, will my characters and images be left out to fit the time frame or media popularity? Would my message have the same impact or be lost completely. I think all song writers go though this problem, they might write the music, but the director has the power to make the decisions on the visual presentation of the song.



To look up different song lyrics try (http://www.metrolyrics.com/ and

Monday, September 21, 2009

Road Warriors



I decide to share a poem that I created by cutting words out of old magazines. Whenever I have writers block, and I'm about to scream, I challenge myself by trying to see how many poems I can write by using these cutout words. I hope you like this one:

"Road Warriors"

I was
and when I got something
fell
my whole world split
never to be glued back together
Everywhere things shattered all around me
I was born, just waiting to go somewhere
I have wings that don't weigh me down
Road Warriors scope out: streets
puzzles
riddles never solved
Following tracks left behind by from
who knows what will happen when myself leaves

And I arrive at the mystery of me.


The reason I wanted to share my poem is because one day I will hopefully have my own online magazine. Everyone will be able to have their work surrounded by images from artists who want to express their drawings to the public to get discovered. It seems like when you publish or post writing online the text cannot appear on by itself. Its seems like the page is missing something. Visuals are like a Chicago Style Hot dog, you might think that will the mustard, ketchup, grease, relish(metaphors,similes,vivid descriptions) are enough for toppings, but the cheese gives it an extra kick. In our fast pace world where no one has time to use their imagination to "see" and analyze the imagery in the writing piece. A vivid picture can emphasis the message in the work.
Even though I think its awesome to have writing and art side blend together. I still believe that people should be able to have the attention span to see the works standing on their own two feet.








(First Image "Crow Nest," from www.tnundup.com Torso Clothing, and
route 66 map www.bertaut.com.)